I hate food

Not sure I ever thought that phrase would come out of my mouth. The past weeks, I've had to practically force myself to eat because if I don't then a) the baby gets no nutrients and b) I end up sicker. Yesterday was a horrible day. I threw up everything that I tried to eat or drink. I want to be happy and excited, but really this is all so depressing and pathetic. Do I really have 5 more weeks of this?

I haven't been grocery shopping with a list in 3 weeks. So, I have no grocery game updates I can give.

All I can say is, I need this phase to end soon. Because it's misery in my house.