I'm already on vacation in my mind.

I'm so bored. I have no reason to be. I have plenty to do, but I'm choosing to ignore it all. Lately, work is not fun to me. Was it ever? Well, yeah it wasn't too bad. But right now, I'm just not liking it. I can't tell if it's because I'm in a funk with my projects and the ridiculous amount of challenges they bring or if it's because I'm in a full associate position whereas before I still had admin duties that I felt comfortable with. Either way, I'm ignoring work today.

Ok, this entire week.

I wish some days I could go back to college and declare a different major and take different classes. I mean who *really* knows at 20 what they want to do for the rest of their lives? I have this newfound passion for photography and it's all I want to learn about lately. I read up on photography techniques and terms and photoshop tricks. In another world, I'd love to actually do something with it if I could learn enough. This Thanksgiving, my mother wants me to do a family photo shoot. God help me. Actually, I take that back. If I can get past the challenge of forcing my husband to wear a sweater instead of his ratty sweatshirt, I think it might be uphill from there. I do look forward to it though. I know I'll get great pictures of the kids in the family. Now, a family picture of Josh, Tyler, and I? That all depends on a few factors: Josh's outfit, Tyler's temperment, and my mother's ability to operate a fancy new camera.

I've been staring at my phone which reads "you have voicemail" for the past two hours.

I'm already on vacation in my mind...